on a darkling plain.

i am the child of the wasteland....a land of haunted houses and monsters i call father. dark talents run in the family, but i shatter the glass to let the moonlight in, not to destroy something fragile for the feeling of breaking beneath my fists. all i can do is scream, crawl out, and keep screaming. but i can hold the sparrow, mend its wing... i am the spring rain and the hurricane... the monsters cower now, not me, not you. *xn*

Wednesday, Apr. 30, 2003 - 1:28 pm

so my pigeon girl has left me. she fell asleep and left her little feather body shell with me to bury and then she headed upward and onward to whatever is waiting for her. yeah i believe that there is some kind of after-life, i just don't know what.. and i believe all creatures will be there. maybe they won't be creatures.. if reincarnation turns out to be part of the truth maybe i'll meet some people that will tell me they appreciated that when they were a street pigeon i didn't let them die in the street.

or maybe they stay the creature they are and she is sailing free and effortless through an amazing endless sky.

i think i was going to call this pigeon girl Pegeen, like the secretary in Auntie Mame that marries Patrick. It was better than Pigjy-pigjy :) but she wasn't with us long enough to show her personality other than she liked to fuss, then instantly fall asleep. it was cute.. but makes me think she was probably very old for a birdie and just had not been able to make it back to her roost to sleep and head out into the sky for the last time.

so on she goes.

something i just thought about... ..i know i sometimes say there is a storm on the sun, it makes me wonder when i look up and this is what i mean:

this is the actual image of what is happenng.. to see updated info at all times..click on the fiery circle icon below anytime and if you ever wonder what that star is doing, the one that when you look up you are seeing the same star the dinosaurs looked at, the star that made cleopatra shade her eyes- you'll see what it looks like at rest and in storm. click the words and follow the links on that page- all kinds of confusing and pretty data but most amazingly- actual pictures (follow both links for different views and data))

i don't know why wondering about that firey thing beyond the blue sky makes me feel something. i don't know what it makes me feel.. strange and connected maybe? to an ancient world. stuff in museums is dead and buried and dug up and who ever knows the truth of those things.. but the SUN is still alive ..

May 2nd 12:34am this is what the Sun looked like up there storming tonight..

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